my cousin raymond that i hav never met b4 except when i was about 2 or 3 came over for dinner (: was pretty good cpz we had nasi lemak for dinner :D so then we had an awesome talk about life and skool xD he talkedabout how i should enjoy life more and not worry myself wif my studies too much just yet and his advice was to relax till year 11 coz that's when skool "becomes a bitch" so he said i still hav a lot of time left ahaha xD
later when his mum called out "Ray" we both looked at her at the same time bcoz we werent sure who she was calling.thats when my mum said that both of us were quite alike. We were wearing very similar clothes except that he had glasses n was wearing a pink-ish scarf xD then we actually realised we also had a lot in common such as interests, tv shows, hobbies n etc. It was like meeting an older me ..........a pro-er and awesomer looking me =D after awhile he ended po somehow talking about how life itself is a bitch.he said that there are a lot of bitches out there who can n will play around wif ur feelings...which at first sounded unusual bcoz whenever the word player was mentioned i had imagined it was always a irresponsible guy never a girl. but then i realise that it wasnt just guys that were players n that he was right.
Bcoz when i look back...i remember all the ppeople that left without even saying why or bye.
~Love.its so powerful.it can bring so much happiness however it can also bring suffering.love is everywhere however not everyone can feel it. love makes one trust but it made some die.Love can be beautiful but it can hav an ugly side.i wish that there was only love that brought happiness n nothing else bcoz im tired or getting dissapointed. but i just hav to keep moving on.....
